2 star review, Miscellaneous

Review – The Quality of Silence by Rosamund Lupton

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Set in the extreme landscape of Alaska, THE QUALITY OF SILENCEfollows the story of Yasmin and her deaf daughter Ruby. Yasmin arrives in Alaska to be told her husband, Matt, is dead, the victim of a catastrophic accident. Yasmin, unable to accept this as truth, sets out into the frozen winter landscape, taking Ruby with her in search of answers. But as a storm closes in, Yasmin realises that a very human danger may be keeping pace with them. And with no one else on the road to help, they must keep moving, alone and terrified, through an endless Alaskan night.

In a story that explores the very limits of human resilience, The Quality of Silence is as much about a mother learning to hear her deaf daughter as it is about their journey across the vastness of Alaska, and proves, once again, that Rosamund Lupton is a storyteller of class and elegance.

I received an ARC of this book from the Publisher, via Netgalley, this does not affect my opinion of this book or the content of my review.

I picked this up because I am always interested in a books treatment of a Deaf character. So bear in mind, much of my perspective will be from my interest in that topic. FYI, this has previously been released, but for some reason it is being rereleased.

And the Deaf 10 year old is beautifully written. We get such fascinatingly clear insight into her perception of words and language, and it feels real to me. What I wasn’t so enamored of was how the narrative jumped between Ruby and her mother’s perspectives and Yasmin’s present and past. It was a jumble that was difficult to follow and often felt stilted and disjointed.

There’s a lot going on in this book though. There’s something very meta about Ruby’s linking of current events with her perspective of language, plus there is the relationship angst between Yasmin and Matt, and on top of that there is the mystery/thriller aspects. It is busy, so while I understand that this is literary fiction rather than genre fiction and that the author is trying to do something here, it is just too many things. I wish the author had stuck with only playing with the narrative structure with Ruby, and pared things down a bit. As it is, trying to cobble together the disparate narrative structures of the two heroines, while giving us insight that may have made Yasmin and Matt’s relationship more poignant, caused the story to drag in ways that often made reading this story a chore.

However, the portrayal of Ruby was evocative and compelling. She is what kept me reading, and I think that despite my misgivings about this book, I may recommend it to the older Deaf students in my life.

“CREEPY: looks like hands turning into jellyfish; tastes like cakes that are alive; feels: too close”

“I don’t want Mum to hear something on the radio again or on Mr. Azizi’s CB and for me not to know what’s happening till later. So I’m going to use Voice Magic. That’s what it’s called, like, “Hey, presto! I can hear and speak! Ta-da!” It’s this program I have on my laptop that turns someone’s mouth-voice into typed words on my screen. That’s the magic part. And because the screen is lit up it’s my secret weapon to hear even in the dark. Though it’s not always convenient to be carrying a laptop around. And it doesn’t work if there are lots of voices, because it scrambles them all up together. But if there’s just one person, you’re OK, so I can just imagine me on a dark night with a boy wanting to whisper lovey-dovey things to me, and I make him wait while I pull my laptop out of my enormous handbag. That’s a joke! I don’t have a handbag. And I don’t have a boyfriend. I AM TEN and I think it’s really silly that people in Year Six have boyfriends or handbags.”

Ruby is simply delightful. And as irked as I was with her mother, who was so focused on forcing her to fit into the hearing world, the “real” world, so someday others would hear her, that she refused to hear her daughter herself, in many ways it was lovely to see her learn her daughter. And relearning herself. So the meandering narrative mirrors the journey of discovery; not only of the mystery, but of relationships, and of self. But frack, it drags in so many ways. If the author had tightened things up I think the suspense would have had greater impact, driving the story as a whole.

Things picked up I guess at around 65-70% in, and from there things really moved. And we get a really poignant punch from the continued use of language from both Ruby and Yasmin as a metaphor for their lives and selves. The mixture of use of sign language, text, and voice really hit me in the feels. And I thought perhaps this would be a book I was glad I had read, even aside from my love for Ruby as a characters.

Fair warning though, the ending was left almost wholly in the air. We never find out what happened to Mr. Azizi, or Coby or secondary characters. And we don’t even get any resolution for our main characters. There were no neat resolutions and I was entirely discomfited by where things were left. If you are looking for a love conquers all, heroines prevail over the bad guys, righteous winners, etc, well this isn’t your book. And it was painful, because in spite of the irritating meanderings, or maybe because of them, you really get to know the characters, and feel for and with them, so to be cut off from them so abruptly was literally, physically painful. Consequently it isn’t my book either. I don’t necessarily require a happy ending (though I infinitely prefer them), but personally I do require resolved endings. It was what made me so nuts about Gone with the Wind, a physical pain I still feel all these decades later, and why I pined until a librarian kindly directed me to Scarlet, and why I accept that as cannon…but that is perhaps a post for another day. In any event, the plot twist at the end downgraded my overall rating even further.

I honestly want to cry, but I am also remarkably angry at how it all played out. So 2 very personal stars, mostly only that high because of Ruby. But I would add, if you can handle an ambiguous ending it is well written, and if you enjoy books that play with the actual use of language itself, not just the words but the actual use of language, then this might be your book instead of mine.

The Quality of Silence

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Miscellaneous

Favorite Books of 2015

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Borrowed from: http://leedsbookclub.com/2013/12/31/happy-new-year/

So now that I’ve looked at how last year compared to my expectations, lets take a look at what I really loved and adored and was in raptures over. Since I am a re-reader, I am only going to feature things published in 2015. If you want to see my complete listing you can go here. These are categorized by my Goodreads rating for ease of use, and so may be a half star off my actual rating. A link means it was a surprise entry. And if there isn’t a link, it means I linked to it in yesterday’s post. And an “*” means I totally seriously recommend this to everyone and if you stand still too long I might accost you about it.

5 stars

Avion (Cyborgs: More Than Machines #7) by Eve Langlais

*Dark Horse by Michelle Diener

*Magic Shifts by Ilona Andrews

*Sweep In Peace by Ilona Andrews

*Breakout by Ann Aguirre

The Unleashing by Shelly Laurenston

Dead Heat by Patricia Briggs

Shards of Hope by Nalini Singh

*Luminous by A.E. Ash

*Linesman by S.K. Dunstall

4 stars

Fangs for the Memories by Molly Harper (some of my surprise was because I didn’t know it was coming)

Witch, Cat, and Cobb by J.K. Pendragon

Tempted by Fire (Dragons of Bloodfire #1) by Erin Kellison

The Resurrection Of Sam Sloan (Beyond #2.5) by Erin Quinn

Devoted in Death by J.D. Robb (didn’t know this one was coming out either)

A Tiger’s Bride by Eve Langlais

Midnight Fire by Lisa Marie Rice

Bear Attraction (Shifters Unbound #6.5) by Jennifer Ashley

Ether & Elephants by Cindy Spencer Pape

Bound by Flames by Jeanienne Frost

Prudence by Gail Carriger

Ice Moon by Lisa Kessler

Obsession in Death by J.D. Robb

The Last Time I Saw Her by Karen Robards

*Beyond Innocence by Kit Rocha

*Manners and Mutiny by Gail Carriger (this one gets a * for the series as a whole more so than the individual book)

Siren’s Call by Jayne Castle

The Highlander Takes a Bride by Lynsay Sands

*Way of the Serpent by Donna Birdwell

*Undead and Unforgiven by Maryjanice Davidson (but maybe wait until next year when the series finale comes out, or if you haven’t started the series yes-start now so you are ready for the series finale)

Midnight Secrets by Lisa Marie Rice

*Feel the Burn by G.A. Aiken

Garden of Lies by Amanda Quick

The Single Undead Moms Club by Molly Harper

I think perhaps that I am still grading a little “lightly” particularly for my old nostalgic favorite authors, and I really wish that Goodreads allowed half stars for better ranking. But all in all, a rather sucessful reading year for me.

 

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3.5 star review, Miscellaneous

Review – Altered by Marnee Blake

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The sickness came on suddenly and violently. When it was done, waitress Blue Michaels was different in a really strange way. And the entire town of Glory was dead…except for her.

Only that’s not exactly true. A handful of people made it, including U.S. Army Specialist Seth Campbell, who was caught in the wrong town at the worst time. He’s fierce and protective, and way too good-looking. As much as they need a leader—as much as Blue wants to trust him—there are too many questions and not enough time for answers. Now they are hunted. But what their pursuers don’t know is each of them has strange new powers. And they’ll use their “gifts” to survive…no matter who stands in their way.

I received an ARC of this book from the Publisher, via Netgalley, this does not affect my opinion of this book or the content of my review.

Post-apocalyptic dystopian is my catnip, and it didn’t look like a series, and I figured with one U.S. Army Specialist Set Campbell-how YA/NA could it actually be? But yeah, turns out I read the blurb poorly and this only affects one town, and it is indeed a series, and the answer to that last question is VERY.

But once I got over my misconceptions, I enjoyed it for what it was. We’ve got a group of late teen/early 20’s kids basically who are on the run after some sort of government conspiracy unleashes a plague that kills most of the town and leaves them with superpowers.

Fortunately for me our two main characters are the grown ups of the bunch. They each have their own hangups for sure, but they aren’t quite as young as the other 3 feel, so once we settled down to the Seth and Blue’s story it didn’t really have a strong NA vibe if you see what I mean.

There is some, but not a ton, of character growth, and the relationship between the two main characters relies more on chemistry and longing than development until the very end. What this book is, is an interesting premise, a government conspiracy, and practically non-stop action.

And those elements were fantastic. Don’t get me wrong, I liked the characters quite well, but the mystery and government conspiracy is the part that really shined for me and I am kind of hooked. It kind of, in a way reminded me of Rebecca Zannetti’s Sin Brother’s series. It is hard to describe, because they aren’t really that similar, but that is what it made me think of, and I think people who enjoyed that series will enjoy this one too.

The story also ends on something of a cliffhanger, not for our main characters, but for one of the side characters who I assume will be featured in the next book. Just fair warning if that sort of thing bothers you. Personally, while it isn’t my favorite trope, I am looking forward to the next book.

Altered

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Miscellaneous

Adventures with BitLit: Part 1

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If you haven’t already heard of it, BitLit is an app/service where you take a “shelfie”, and it catalogs your books, and then whatever books are offered by their partners, you can get a free or deeply discounted digital copy. You MUST be willing to write your name in your book in order to be eligible for this digital copy. It is a really cool premise, and the owner (or at least the public face guy) is incredibly nice. I am not quite finished with my cataloging, as I have an embarrassing number of books. But here are some things to think about when you are taking your shelfie. Learn from my mistakes.

1. If you have a ton of books hidden in dressers and in boxes in closets rather than actually on shelves, you will have a hard time.

2. If you have you shelves willed double and triple up, you will have a hard time.

3. If your shelves are deep and the books are pushed back into them, you will have a hard time.

4. If the lighting in the room is not great, you may have a hard time.

5. If you have intention tremors, you will have a hard time.

6. If you get impatient, you will have a hard time.

7. If you are not wearing pants while working on this, you may have a hard time because if anyone sees you, they (ie my husband) will probably mock you. (That may not apply to everyone)

How NOT to have a hard time?

1. Be as organized as possible and plan to do this in stages. And have distinct staging areas so you can easily transfer the books from one spot to the next, and maintain a modicum of organization.

2. & 3. Neaten and straighten your shelves, bringing the books you are taking “shelfies” of to the very front of the shelf so all the spines are flush. If you have hundreds of books, you are probably like me and they are not all on shelves. They will have to be at least temporarily shelved to make this process work.

4. Add extra light if needed. As a side note, your phone or tablet must have a flash camera for this to work.

5. Take breaks between the photo shooting, as I said, plan to take this in stages.

6. After taking shelfies of all the books you currently have set, up, WAIT. Don’t mess with the app, don’t tell it to re-categorize. Don’t do anything. Give it plenty of time to sort things. When it tells you it is done, REFRESH the app. maybe even do that a couple of times. Then, go through and verify that all the books are labeled correctly, and that they are in fact labeled at all. Give it time to update those.

7. Transfer all labeled books to the next area and stage the next batch of books. Pants or not, if someone is watching, you will probably be mocked for this part. Repeat the process as needed until all books are cataloged.


So far I have 455 books labeled and cataloged. I did it messy, so now I have to take my list and reconcile it and catch the books that I have missed. For my library at least, I seem to be running at around 10% digital discounted availability, which is pretty good. Most of them are 7.99 or 6.99 books available for 1.99. How many I’ll actually purchase is anyone’s guess, especially since books that I have kept are favorites and I am fairly sure I have already purchased some of them digitally. In any event, I am all for novel ways of combating pirating, and for me personally, reading paper is is no longer practical.

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Blog Tour – A Sorceress of His Own by Dianne Duvall Excerpt and Giveaway

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OK, this is a little strange for me, but I jumped on this blog tour strictly due to the blurb, which kind of captivated me. I haven’t read this yet, but it is absolutely on my TBR list. Take a look at the blurb, then hit up the giveaway rafflecopter, and then head on to the excerpt which has cemented my interest. I think any fans of fantasy romance will see why I find it intriguing.
 
About A SORCERESS OF HIS OWN:
From the New York Times bestselling author of the acclaimed Immortal Guardians series comes an enchanting new series full of romance, danger, and loyalty: The Gifted Ones
Since the day Lord Dillon earned his spurs, rumors of his savagery on the battlefield have preceded him into every room, stilling tongues and sparking fear. Weary of battle, he wishes only to find a woman he can wed who will approach him not with fear, but with the tenderness that has been absent from his life for so long. Yet only the wisewoman seems invariably at ease in his presence. Perhaps because she garners the same fear in others that he does himself.
For seven years, Alyssa has been by Lord Dillon’s side, counseling him from the shadows, healing him with her hands, and staving off the worst of his loneliness while his fearsome reputation keeps others at bay. Blessed—or cursed—with gifts that label her a sorceress, she is forced to conceal her youth and the love she harbors for him beneath umbral robes that lead Dillon and his people to believe she is the same aged wisewoman who served his father.
All is revealed, however, and passions flare when an enemy threatens Dillon’s life and Alyssa sacrifices everything to save him. When Dillon discovers that the wisewoman is far from elderly, he is instantly entranced. And, as he and Alyssa work together to defeat an enemy bent on destroying them both, Dillon will risk anything—even the wrath of his king—to be with her.
 
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A Sorceress of His Own
The Gifted Ones Book 1
Prologue
England, 1191
“Where is Father?” Alyssa asked, unable to bear the leaden silence a moment longer.
“Outside.”  Kneeling in the rushes that covered the earthen floor of the modest hut in which Alyssa had been raised, her mother completed one last stitch, then bit off the end of the dangling thread.
Alyssa glanced through the window, but did not spy him.
A brisk, cool breeze wafted in, accompanied by morning sunshine.  Leaves the color of a golden sunset had just begun to fall in preparation for winter and painted the forest around the isolated dwelling with bright color.
“Is he angry?” she asked hesitantly.
“He is worried,” her mother corrected, “as we all are.”
Alyssa’s second cousin, Meghan, slumped in a chair by the hearth, brow furrowed, teeth nibbling her lower lip.  The two were of a similar age and had been the best of friends in their youth until Meg’s parents had been slain when Alyssa was ten.  Meghan had gone to live with her grandsire then, far enough away to limit the time the two could see each other.
Rising, her mother crossed to the table in the corner and tucked her needle away.
Matthew, Alyssa’s father, may be blind, but he had lost none of his carpentry skills.  He had lovingly created every table, chair, stool, and chest in their small home.
Alyssa gave the folds of the long black robe she wore a little shake and checked the length.  Perfect.  Her grandmother was a couple of inches taller than Alyssa, so all of the robes had needed to be shortened.  “Thank you.”
The fear and sadness that shadowed her mother’s features when she returned tightened Alyssa’s chest.
“Please reconsider this, daughter.”
Swallowing hard, she shook her head.  “This is what I want.  I have made my decision.”
Male voices erupted outside, one soft and low, the other angry.
Alyssa’s brother, Geoffrey, yanked open the door and stomped inside.  His lips tightened when they fell upon her, garbed in her grandmother’s black robe.  “I did not wish to believe Mother when I received her missive.  What have you done?”
Alyssa raised her chin.  “What I have long wished to do.  I have taken steps to replace Grandmother as Westcott’s wisewoman.”
He swore foully.
“Geoffrey!” her mother reprimanded.
“Well, ’tis madness!” he raged.
Alyssa held on to her own temper, knowing his was fired by concern for her.  “’Tis not madness.  Grandmother grows weaker and more frail every year.  She cannot continue to serve as Westcott’s wisewoman.”
“Then Westcott can do without one.”
“I see no reason why they should when, shielded by these robes, I can take her place with none being the wiser.”
“They should,” her brother hissed, “because the path you have chosen will invariably lead to either heartbreak or death.”
Her mother’s and Meg’s expressions betrayed their agreement.
“I know not why it should,” Alyssa countered.
He took a step forward.  “Think you I know naught of your feelings for him, for the valiant Earl of Westcott?  Or the monstrousEarl of Westcott, if the rumors are true.”
She bristled.  “A victim of rumor yourself, you know people are always eager to believe the worst of others.  The false rumors told of mother’s supposed witchcraft nigh resulted in her death.  Yet you would place your faith in the lies told of Lord Dillon?”
“Violence follows him wherever he goes.  Can you deny that?”
“You would condemn him for defending his king?  Our king?”
He clamped his lips shut.
Meg ventured to speak.  “Do you not fear him, Alyssa?  The rest of England does.”
“With good reason,” Geoffrey muttered.
“Nay, I do not.  You are all well aware the rumors hold no truth.  I have seen with mine own eyes the kindness of which Lord Dillon is capable.  And Grandmother has said naught but good things of him.”
“Too many good things.  She has filled your head with foolish fancy.”  Geoffrey paced away a few steps.
Alyssa caught her mother’s eye.  “Know you where Grandmother is?”
“I think she is fetching her paints.  I shall see why she tarries.”
Alyssa waited for her mother to leave, then turned to her brother.  “Ask me again why I do this.”
“Why must you do this?” he asked helplessly as he returned to her side.
“Because I am tired of hiding.”
He motioned to the midnight material that covered her.  “This is not hiding?”
“Do not play the half-wit,” she snapped. 
“You—”
“I love Mother,” she interrupted, keeping her voice low so it would not carry.  “But I do not want the life she has chosen.  I do not wish to live in total isolation, in constant fear for my life.  You know I have always wished to use my gifts the way they were meant to be used.  I wish to help others.  Healothers.  Guide them whenever I can.  And serving as Lord Dillon’s wisewoman will allow me to do that without risking my life.” 
Her brother snorted.  “You will risk your life the very night you begin to serve him.  You intend to help Lord Dillon take Brimshire, do you not?”
She nodded.  “Are you certain you can gain us entry?”
“Aye.  Mother sent me there ere the siege began, saying only that I would be needed.  They think me one of them.”
“She must have had a vision.”
“Aye.  And, had she seen the reason I would be needed, I would have refused.”
“Geoffrey—”
“You will die in his service,” Geoffrey predicted, his face full of torment.  “Violence does follow him wherever he goes.  And your love will drive you to heal every wound he incurs, fatal or nay.”  He shook his head.  “I do not wish to lose you and, again, ask you to reconsider this.”
She swallowed hard.  “I have made my decision.”
He stared at her a long moment.  “And ’tis yours to make.  I shall await you outside.”  He left without another word.
Alyssa looked to Meg. 
Ever her friend and supporter, Meg made no attempt to sway her from the path she had chosen.
Alyssa’s mother and grandmother entered. 
Her grandmother crossed to Alyssa and offered her a cloth bag.  “The paints for your hands.  Show me again you know how to use them.”
Alyssa obediently took them and, seating herself at the table, applied them the way her grandmother had instructed.  When she finished, her youthful hands bore the appearance of an old woman’s, the skin appearing thin and spotted with age.
Her grandmother nodded her approval.
“You taught me well,” Alyssa said.  “Thank you, Grandmother.”
Tucking the paints back in the bag, Alyssa rose.
Her grandmother clasped her hands and stared at her a long moment.  “I understand why you do this,” she said softly.
And Alyssa could see in her world-weary eyes that she did.  She understood all of the reasons that had driven Alyssa to take her place as Westcott’s wisewoman.
Alyssa’s mother took a step toward them.  “Mother, do not—”
“Beatrice,” her grandmother countered sharply.
Her mother quieted.
“Perhaps I did speak too fondly of Lord Dillon,” her grandmother mused.
Alyssa shook her head.  “You only spoke the truth.”
Sadness softened her grandmother’s voice.  “He will never love you, Alyssa.”
She knew her grandmother did not say it to hurt her, but it did, nonetheless.  “I am well aware of that.  He will think me the same aged wisewoman who served his sire and his grandsire.  He will think me you.  And will continue to believe such as long as I wear these robes.”
Alarm lit her mother’s face.  “You do not intend to remove them, do you?”
“Nay,” Alysaa assured her.  “Grandmother made me vow I would not, for my own safety.”
Her grandmother squeezed her hands.  “You are so innocent, Alyssa.  You know not what ’tis like to love one who cannot love you in return.  What ’tis like to love one who will never be free to love you in return.  The pain that accompanies the pleasure of being in his presence every day.  You know not the misery that awaits you when you inevitably watch the one you covet turn to another.”
“I know it well,” she insisted, and thought it worth the price she would pay.
Her grandmother sighed.  “Nay, you do not.  But I fear you soon will.”  She released Alyssa’s hands and crossed to the hearth.
Alyssa’s mother stepped forward, tears glistening in her eyes.  “We have sheltered you all your life from the hate directed at those who bear gifts such as ours.  I fear we sheltered you so much that you do not understand the true danger you will face once you leave here.”
“How can I not understand it, knowing your past and Grandmother’s?” Alyssa asked her.  The hate and fear of aught different had nipped at her grandmother’s heels all her life.  The same hate had led a man of the cloth to set Alyssa’s mother afire in an attempt to purify her of the devil’s taint when her mother was but a girl.  And a similar hate had driven men to hunt and slay Meg’s parents, who also had been gifted ones.  “But I will be safe at Westcott, Mother.  No one will chance earning the fierce Earl of Westcott’s wrath by attempting to burn his wisewoman at the stake.  All fear him too much.”
When her grandmother returned, she bore several wineskins.  “Are you certain you wish to begin your service to Lord Dillon with such a grand endeavor?”
“Aye.  If I succeed in taking Brimshire for him, he will be too distracted to notice any peculiarities that will arise during my transition.”
For the first time, her grandmother’s lips twitched with a faint smile.  “’Tis bold.  And clever.  You shall serve Lord Dillon well.”
Smiling with just a hint of nerves, Alyssa lifted her robe and secured the skins to her waist with a rope.
“You must be diligent, Alyssa,” her grandmother advised. “And maintain your guise at all times.  Never leave your chamber without the robes and cowl.  Never allow anyone more than the briefest glimpse of your hands.  And never slip and speak in your own voice.”
Alyssa adopted the elderly rasp she had been practicing for months.  “I shall be most diligent indeed, Grandmother.”
Meg’s face lit with awe.  “She sounds just like you!”
Alyssa grinned.
Her grandmother grimaced.  “Surely I do not sound as old as that.”
“Of course not,” Alyssa lied, returning to her own voice.
Her grandmother’s wrinkled features reflected her disbelief as she helped Alyssa straighten her robe.  “Should anyone at Westcott seek to harm you, all you need do is duck out of sight and doff these robes.  None will know a young woman resides beneath them.  When they find the robe, they will search for a doddering old woman, not one who blooms with youth.”
Alyssa nodded.
Her grandmother forced a smile and embraced Alyssa with frail arms.  “’Tis time.”
“Thank you, Grandmother,” Alyssa whispered past the lump that rose in her throat.
“Prove them wrong,” her grandmother whispered.  “Do not let your love for Lord Dillon cost you your life.”
When her grandmother stepped back, Meg rose and embraced Alyssa. 
Then Beatrice stepped forward and hugged her close.  “Be safe, daughter.”
Alyssa nodded, unable to speak as tears burned the backs of her eyes and thickened her throat.
As her mother, grandmother, and cousin watched, Alyssa straightened her shoulders and raised the black cowl that would conceal her features from that day forth.
* * *
Alyssa shivered beneath her dark robe as she and Geoffrey stole through the Stygian forest.  The light of a full moon dappled the foliage around them, enabling the two to negotiate the forest’s maze without the benefit of a torch. 
Though brittle leaves carpeted the forest floor, a light rain had softened them, permitting silent footsteps that enabled the two to elude the army encamped outside Brimshire’s walls.
Geoffrey touched her arm, bringing her to a halt.  Leaning down, he pointed and whispered in her ear, “The postern gate lies through there.”
“You are certain you can gain us entry?” she asked again.
He nodded.  “They think me one of them.  And, should any seek to prevent our entry, I shall use my gifts to attain it.”
“I must speak with Lord Dillon first.”
Geoffrey’s hand tightened on her arm.  “There is still time to change your mind, Alyssa.  You do not have to do this.”
She patted his hand, then gently removed it.  “I shall return anon.” 
Leaving Geoffrey, she once more crept through the forest until she reached the main camp.  Simple structures had been erected over the long months to protect the men from arrows should any be let loose by the guards atop the castle walls.  They also provided the men with shelter to stave off the illness that could be spawned by poor conditions arising from long sieges.
The light of the fires grew brighter as she approached the break in the trees.
Her heart began to pound when she located the Earl of Westcott.
He sat before a fire with a number of his men.  Armor encased his broad shoulders.  A sword, nigh as long as Alyssa was tall, lay at the ready beside him.  Flickering flames sent golden light dancing across his handsome features, providing a pleasing contrast to the dark stubble that coated his strong jaw and chin.  The scowl that creased his brow and made others tremble sparked no fear in Alyssa.  She was far too nervous and excited.
Tonight she would begin her service as Lord Dillon’s wisewoman.
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Frustration beat at Dillon.  Months had passed and the lord of Brimshire seemed no closer to surrender than he had been when the siege began.
“Do you think they are as well-fortified with provisions as Lord Edward would have us believe?” Sir Simon asked.
Several dead cows had been launched over the walls today.  At first, Dillon and his men had feared they were diseased.  ’Twas a common tactic in sieges.
But the cows had instead been meant to convey a simple message:  Those besieging the castle would starve long before the inhabitants of the keep would.  They had food aplenty inside the stout walls.
Dillon shook his head.  “I know not… and have reached the end of my patience.  Tomorrow we will begin constructing siege towers.”  He had hoped to take the castle—one King Richard had granted him when Dillon had saved his life—without violence.  Without death.  Without destroying walls and structures he would then have to rebuild once Brimshire became his.
“Do you wish to send for the trebuchet?”
Ready to be done with it, Dillon nodded and started to speak.
A twig snapped in the forest.
Every man present leapt to his feet and drew his sword.
A small, black-robed figure stepped into the firelight, seeming to manifest directly from the darkness itself.
Several knights hastened to cross themselves.
Dillon motioned for all to stand down and waited for them to relax before the fire once more.  Sheathing his own weapon, he crossed to the wisewoman’s side. 
“My lord,” she greeted him in her raspy voice.
Dillon guided her away from his men.  “What do you here, Wise One?  ’Tis not safe.”  How had she traveled such a distance?  He saw none of his men with her.  Had she come alone?
“My gifts told me you have need of my services,” she whispered. 
He could remember a time in his youth when her voice had been stronger.  But age had gradually weakened it, first cracking it then reducing it to this faint relic of its former self.
None knew the wisewoman’s true age.  The more superstitious of his people, those who crossed themselves whenever she passed them, believed she possessed the powers of immortality and could claim centuries to her past.  Others placed her age nigh that of the elders, who all swore she had served the Westcott lords for as long as the oldest amongst them had walked the earth.  All Dillon knew with any certainty was that she had seen at least two-score and ten years, for she had advised his father throughout Dillon’s youth.
He recalled his intense curiosity as a boy.  She had stood straighter then, had seemed taller, almost grandiose to a precocious child who would not see his final height of a few inches above six feet for many years.  A floor-length black robe with long sleeves that fell beneath her fingertips and a cowl that shielded every feature and defied even the strongest gust of wind had been and still was her constant companion.  As Dillon understood it, none had ever looked upon her unmasked.  Not even his grandfather, beside whom the elders insisted she had first stood.
Since acquiring the title, Dillon had had little chance to speak with this mysterious woman who had served his family for so many years.  He had spent most of his time quashing a cousin’s rebellion, then attempting to claim Brimshire.  And, though he had known her peripherally all of his life, he had not yet decided how he felt about her coming to him as his advisor. 
“All goes well here, Seer,” he told her.  ’Twas not a lie.  There had been no losses on his side.  No sickness.  As far as sieges went, this had been an uneventful one.  “Tomorrow we will begin constructing siege towers—”
“Such will not be necessary.”
He stared at her, shocked that she had interrupted him.  Everyone else feared him too much to risk the fury they all believed would erupt if they did so.  “I know not—”
“Rest easy, my lord,” she whispered, interrupting him again.  “Brimshire will be yours by sunrise.”
So saying, she backed away and let the forest swallow her.
Nonplussed, Dillon heard no sound of movement but knew without grabbing a torch and thrusting it forward that she was gone. 
He turned to face his men.
Judging by their uneasy expressions, most had overheard.
“What do you suppose she meant by that?” Simon asked.
Dillon knew not and, retaking his place before the fire, decided to forgo sleep until she returned.
Hours later, as the sun rose and painted the land around them with a rosy dawn, a loud clanking sound disrupted the silence.
Dillon stood and faced the castle.
The drawbridge began to lower.
Waking his men with a single command, he mounted his destrier and drew his sword.
Squires fetched mounts.  Knights climbed into saddles and drew weapons that glimmered in the strengthening sunlight.
The heavy outer portcullis slowly rose as Dillon and his men took up a position some distance from the end of the drawbridge.
A charged silence followed.
The inner portcullis rose.
All waited in tense anticipation for men to pour forth with a battle cry.
Minutes passed as bird song serenaded them. 
Then a small black-robed figure emerged, face hidden by her cowl.  Striding boldly across the drawbridge, she halted when she reached Dillon’s side.  “As I said, my lord, siege towers will not be necessary.  Brimshire is yours.”
Dillon stared down at her in astonishment as his men all crossed themselves in a flurry of motion.
She had accomplished in one night what a six-month siege had not.
Just how far did her gifts extend?
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Miscellaneous

Goodreads Best Books of 2014

Goodreads annual reader poll results are up here.

I’ll admit that it is hard to get into it when my personal favorite books didn’t win. Honestly, I think there should be more romance categories, but that is a personal bias. One winner did however pique my interest, in the Science Fiction Category Andy Weir’s The Martian seems like, despite the fact that it isn’t remotely romance, it may just be my cup of tea. but, if you are a loss for what to read next, dig through not just the winners but also the nominees, there is some great stuff out there.

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